Secret Soul

JANE (ROCHESTER) What can I do now, my precious Lord? His dark love would be my best reward I know I should not dare to go Deeper in his madness But it's like a field I must run through No one's words will make me love him less How much can I stand, I dare not guess The secret voice that speaks to me Tells me he's in danger Looking to the dust for tenderness Deep in my secret soul I stand alone The purpose of why I'm here Is still unknown And I can't help but sense The darkness in his mind But I keep looking for his goodness Afraid of what I'll find My heart moves through his unquiet sea I pray a wave will come and carry me Closer to his troubled tide Waters of his fury But how can I swim this great divide? Deep in my secret soul (Her spring of life) I cry his tears (Draws me near) I weather his angry voice (Her gentle voice) I feel his fears (I hold dear) His life has infected every wound (Her life has infected every wound) And every pore (And every pore) I feel his mystery possess me (I feel her mystery possess me) And I pray that mercy's hand (And I pray that mercy's hand) Will bless me (Will bless me) Deep in his secret soul (Deep in my secret soul) His past is cursed (I stand alone) I summon my deepest will To still his thirst (I will not atone) God give me the strength to go (And I will not) The journey I take must first begin (ever let her) (Deep within) Deep within my secret soul (my secret soul)