Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection Bleach it out with the therapy The confusion and seclusion Turns it into my deformity Never trusted it, Maladjusted I've become my own worst enemy The aggravation in my fixation Keeps it all controlled inside of me See it all collapsing it's all around me This condition is killing me The isolation still surrounds me In remission but it's killing me (I) It's what I can't control (Can't) What I can't control (Con) What I can't control (Trol) In me Born again I feel so hollow Torn again My senses fade (Fade) Mourn again Without the sorrow Born again Without the blame (Blame) Force a new solution it's all inside me In remission but it's killing me Evolution is divided In remission but it's killing me (I) It's what I can't control (Can't) What I can't control (Con) What I can't control (Trol) In me Born again I feel so hollow Torn again My senses fade (Fade) Mourn again Without the sorrow Born again Without the blame (Blame) I can't increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain I can't increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain Breaking down Self-destructive pattern Breaking down Self-destructive pattern (I) It's what I can't control (Can't) What I can't control (Con) What I can't control (Trol) In me Born again I feel so hollow Torn again My senses fade Mourn again Without the sorrow Born again Without the blame