I Loved You so Much

I don’t know why you had to go,

The pain inside still seems to grow.

So many nights I’ve cried alone,

Since your goodbye, my light has gone.

You left without a last embrace,

Now silence fills your empty space.

You were my world, my melody,

Now you're a fading memory.

I loved you so much, I still do,

Every heartbeat echoes you.

Your picture hangs upon my wall,

I try to run, but still I fall.

I can’t erase what we once knew,

I loved you more than life, it’s true.

I hide from shadows in my mind,

But in my dreams, you're still so kind.

I see you standing in the light,

Then fade again into the night.

The future scares me all too much,

Since I can’t feel your gentle touch.

I thought of moving far away,

To leave the past of yesterday.

But every place still speaks your name,

And nothing ever feels the same.

I loved you so much, I still do,

Every heartbeat echoes you.

Your picture hangs upon my wall,

I try to run, but still I fall.

I can’t erase what we once knew,

I loved you more than life, it’s true.

The quiet knocks upon my door,

It's loneliness I can’t ignore.

The echo of your voice remains,

A song of love that turned to pain.

You’re part of every breath I take,

A memory I can't forsake.

I close my eyes, but see your face,

A ghost I never could replace.

Your smile, your laugh, they haunt me still,

I guess they always truly will.

I loved you so much, I still do,

Every heartbeat echoes you.

Your picture hangs upon my wall,

I try to run, but still I fall.

I can’t erase what we once knew,

I loved you more than life, it’s true.

Somewhere beyond, I hope you see,

How much you truly meant to me.

Though you are gone, you're in my heart,

Where love remains though we're apart.