Imowe2 (When I'm Gone)

Always going, never coming back home

Always down a long road

With nowhere to go

Except at the end of this rope

A trigger that I just may pull

Cause I don't wanna grow

I don't wanna get old

I wanna lay to rest

Cause I think this is the best I will ever be

I'm my own worst enemy

I need help

But I don't wanna push myself

To go through with it

I don't know if I

Can carry on in this life

Cause I just wanna die

This is my suicide

Please don't come to me

I wanna die you see

How hard can it be

Fighting demons being me

You know, sometimes I just think like

What would Life be like if I wasn't here

The fact that I just wanna get up and

Take some meds sometimes kind of explains

That I really don't like myself

And it scares me that's what's gonna happen

I know that I am dead

Inside my head

But I still carry on

Even though I know I'm gone

So I write in this song

I just hope you sing along

And I hope I'm not wrong

You'll remember me when I'm gone

You'll remember me when I'm gone

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

You'll remember me when I'm gone

You'll remember me when I'm gone

I wish I knew what to say at the end of this song

But I can't think of anything except

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for everyone

But mostly I'm sorry for myself