How Can You Sleep (feat. Olivia O'Brien)

How can you sleep?

Made the game so easy, you still found a way to cheat

Cut my heart in half then ran off with the other piece

I can't take you back again, I kept all the receipts

So tell me how you sleep

How can you sleep?

Said I was the one, but you still pick the two and three

Workin' on myself and what you said I couldn't be

Scared to go to bed 'cause I might see you in my dreams

So tell me how you sleep

Yeah, truth is I don't

I say that I'll move on from you, but the truth is, I won't

Bloodshot eyes and dark circles don't happen on their own

Keep pacin' 'round this house I always thought we'd make our home, uh

Keep feelin' further and further from you

'Cause hurtin' you is hurtin' me too

The person I knew when we met's not who I'm lookin' at

I hate the fact I played a part, this ain't the best version of you

It happened quick, now we're both lovesick

I said I want you back, you said you need time to think

I told you I had issues, you said I make you sick

You asked me how I sleep, truth is I ain't had a wink

I ain't sleepin'

I hope you cry, I hope it hurts

I hope the tears you bottled up, they burst

Probably what I deserve

I hope you choke on all your empty words

Must be better off 'cause you can't get worse

Can't get worse

How can you sleep?

Said I was the one, but you still pick the two and three

Workin' on myself and what you said I couldn't be

Scared to go to bed 'cause I might see you in my dreams

So tell me how you sleep

I hope you can't sleep, can't eat, can't remember how to breathe

Every time you think about us

I hope it still hurts sober, drinkin' only makes it worse

Every time you think about us

She asked, "How do you sleep at night? How you find peace at night?

Must be countin', countin', countin', counting sheep each night"

Been on the phone for hours, ain't asked one thing about me all night

You say I stole your heart away, but you know I'm a thief in the night

I know I, I know I, I know I can be narcissistic

I know I can lose the plot sometimes and go ballistic

I know I can white lie and sometimes I'm cryptic

But I know I want this for real, but it's unrealistic, uh

It's unrealistic

I hope you cry, I hope it hurts

I hope the tears you bottled up, they burst

But I keep holdin' on

I hope you choke on all your empty words

Just don't let go

Must be better off 'cause you can't get worse

I need you back

How can you sleep?

Said I was the one, but you still pick the two and three

Workin' on myself and what you said I couldn't be

Scared to go to bed 'cause I might see you in my dreams

So tell me how you sleep

I hope you can't sleep, can't eat, can't remember how to breathe

Every time you think about us

I hope it still hurts sober, drinkin' only makes it worse

Every time you think about us

If only I could

Sleepless nights just starin' at the ceilin'

I wish I could turn my brain off

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