NOTHING, PT. II

How I wish to see your face again

You know I can't deny it

I'd be a fucking liar (oh)

Take my hand and say you want it

Wrap my hands around your neck

Just to feel your pulse again

I don't want you, I just need you

Under my bedsheets

I don't want you, I just need you

To pull me in again

You've got a touch so holy

I'm drifting slowly away like you've told me

Don't tell me

You hate me

And push me

Then call saying you want me

Just use me

Confuse me

I want it

I want it

Breathe slow

I'm speaking to the shadow

That you left in my bedroom

I swear that I hear it talking back

Spitting the same old lies

And I don't really know if I want you back

But I still keep the lights on

Just in case you need it

I don't want you, I just need you

To tear through my heart

I don't want you, I just need you

So you can hurt again

You've got a touch so holy

I'm drifting slowly away like you've told me

I still wear your cross like a curse

Praying for the pain to return

I don't know who I am without you

But I was never me when I was with you

We fight, then we fuck

Then we fight, then we fuck

Then we fight, then we burn!

You've got a touch so holy

I'm drifting slowly away like you've told me

Don't tell me

You love me

And pull me

Then call saying you hate me

Just use me

Abuse me

I want it

I want it

Breathe slow