beating myself up

I'm stranded, of course

I can't do this anymore

Can't move, I'm flat on the floor

I dreamt of being a corpse

I know I'm a poser, I just have no friends

I'll be the laughing stock again

My misery ends in one more breath

I know I'm a monster, I live with so much guilt

Am I the reason you got killed? In your deathbed watch your blood spill

I'm a horrible boyfriend

Your mother's worst nightmare

I should be dead, but I'm still there Oh no, no, no, electric chair