Float

I feel so much

'til I feel nothing at all

Is it self preservation

or a 911 call?

I don’t wanna burden you with issues

‘Cause I know it burns you just to listen

I felt it in chest

Now I’m feeling at all

The preacher man said he’d pray for my soul

The doctor man hands me chemicals

I’m only 16, I shouldn’t feel this old

I’m only 16

Oh, and I lost somebody

she left my body

stranded on the road

It only makes it worse

when I jump head first

with my pocket full of stones

I’m not ready to sink or swim

Too scared to fly

So scared of drowning

I’m not ready to sink or swim,

I know

So I just wanna float

Float

Oooo

Oooo

Would you come over

even if we don’t talk?

Sit with me, hold my hand

help me wait it out

’til my storm stops

and if I could

Turn off my thoughts like a light switch

stop gravity in the middle of the fall

Is this,

this all I am?

So I’m talking with God, it’s feeling like a hoax

And my so called friends hand me alcohol

I’m only 19 I shouldn’t feel this small

I’m only 19

Oh, and I lost somebody

she left my body

stranded on the road

It only makes it worse

when I jump head first

with my pocket full of stones

I’m not ready to sink or swim

Too scared to fly

So scared of drowning

I’m not ready to sink or swim,

I know

So I just wanna float

Float

Oooo

Oooo

So I’ll go out in the sun

plant my feet in the dirt

I know I’m still young

Growing up still hurts

If coming undone

is a lesson to be learned

I’ll stitch me back up

do what Ineed first

But I’m only 16

No, I’m only 19

Thought I’d be better by the time I hit 21

But now I’m 23

Oh, and I lost somebody

she left my body

stranded on the road

It only makes it worse

when I jump head first

with my pocket full of stones

I’m not ready to sink or swim

Too scared to fly

scared of drowning

I know

I know

So I just wanna float

Float

Oooo

Oooo