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Itzjustmatt
Itzjustmatt
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Matthew Derrick
Matthew Derrick
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Itzjustmatt
Itzjustmatt
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Yeah, look, if I'm being honest, girl, I still miss and still love you
Trippin' when I text her phone, I'm wishin' we could still cuddle
Call my therapist, she ain't answer, shit, I feel troubled
Feelin' like I'm spiralin, hit me on the low
And told me that you wanna try again
Without you, I was crawlin, you came back, shit, I could fly again
Told me that you love me, should've known that you would lie again
You fucked off with that ****, ain't gon' cap, feel like I died again
Shit, I live in Spain, but shit, the S is silent
Voice in my head, he tell me crash
That **** pressed for violence, just a tyrant
On a calm night, I hear aggressive sirens
Feelin' like I'm spiralin, I pray to God to get some silence
Then you come, pushin' on my button, shit, it's like a game
I'm talkin' to my therapist, she said, I think you like the pain
Shit, life is strange, complainin' that you wet, but, boy, you like the rain
Complainin' that you burnt, but, matt, you light the flame
You like the pain, that shit turned me up, I felt corrupted
Left my soul departed, fuckin' bitches drunk up off tequila
Shit, I'm brokenhearted, text from Neyo
Hit me in a DM, said, I go the hardest
Took a toll, my soul is dark, it's flow is dumb, I go retarded
Middle Eastern mami on a link up, I can't get attached
When the paper came, ****, I ran, I'm tryna get a rack
Jumpin' in my bag, I need a lamb, Ain't tryna get a scat
Drivin' through the hills, I see the houses, tryna get us that
OG told me, before I shoot my shot, I had to shift my target
Fuckin' bitches on the balcony, I feel like Mr. Marcus
All these bitches love me like a discount from that shit at Target
Nothin' helps to ease my pain, I promise, I'm so brokenhearted, brokenhearted
Stuck up in my feelings, shit, I'm brokenhearted, brokenhearted
All up in my feelings, shit, I'm brokenhearted, brokenhearted
All up in my feelings, shit, I'm brokenhearted, brokenhearted
All up in my feelings, shit, I'm brokenhearted
Oh, my boy, you was trippin, you was trippin
No luggage, bro, you trippin, we supposed to be pimpin
And you trippin, what part of the game is that
Look, I'm from the hood where they spark rugers
Got a rendezvous with a bad bitch, she give me deep throat
Not no hawk tuah ****, what
If you try to get between me and my goals, then shit, I'ma run through you
Look, I'm in the city, she shoot me some head
And you know that she miss me like Trump shoot a ****
Pull up and jump in the booth and start purging
And I'm off the liquor, I'm swervin
Shorty a yappa, I can't get a word in
Bitch, on my body, I'm curvin, yikes
She give me top and a whip while I'm merging
She ride the wave like a sturgeon, uh
****, it's Matt from the pak
And I'm back on the track it's a wrap like a turban, ****
Written by: Matthew Derrick
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