Rewind

Asking me what would it take for me to do the sacrifice

I asked them what my option was and either way I pay the price

They say the darkness it be glue to me

Depression in my case but everybody think I'm on something

When the war coming ain't no more running

When them bullets come and hit the floor ducking

Remember,sleeping on them shaggy floors, I was nothing

And them are wearing fake Gucci belts like it was nothing

This ain't no lying, ain't no capping, ain't no bluffing

When you die can't take chains, ain't no stunning

This world cold, ain't no one for real love you

I be battling myself, my demons also jump along, they battling as well

You can hate me for whatever reason, hoping all is well

I welcome you to my world, I sometimes feel I'm in hell

Nobody understand the pain that I've been going through

Grew up from the trenches to the suburbs, that's a different view

And I know it's been a minute since the last time I'm overdue

**** talk about my whole past like I ain't approved

No more talking, ain't no conversation, ain't no interviews

And I'm just thinking back about my own life

Blow my candles up, I make it past the age of 22

Yeah, I'm wishing I could go back and just rewind

Damn, oh why, oh why, oh why can I just not hit the rewind

Damn, oh why, oh why, life is full of choices, roll your own dice

Seen so many things in life, I won't cry

We split ways, so I archive all the pictures that we took that night

I can't lie, and my heart's on ice

Why you scared to tell the truth to me

I already know the truth, so you ain't have to lie to me, yeah

Don't even think about giving me bullshit excuses

I already heard them and I'm used to it, yeah

Devil run around in my brain

They think that I'm going insane

There ain't nothing much to say

I don't know how much more I can contain

I need more time and more space

So politely get the fuck out my face

Feeling like I'm drowning in my sorrow

Take another pill, I hope I wake and see tomorrow

She must think I'm stupid, tryna play me with her mind games

Always in the middle of some troubles while I find ways

Now they ain't believe me, they ain't believe in me

I know, I know, I can't give up now

I'm way too far in the process of my dreams

Damn, oh why, oh why, oh why can I just not hit the rewind

Damn, oh why, oh why, life is full of choices, roll your own dice

Seen so many things in life, I won't cry

We split ways, so I archive

All the pictures that we took at that night

I can't lie, my heart's on ice

Damn, oh why, oh why, oh why can I just not hit the rewind

Damn, oh why, oh why, life is full of choices, roll your own dice

Seen so many things in life, I won't cry

We split ways, so I archive

All the pictures that we took at that night

I can't lie, my heart's on ice