To Myself

The way I'm feeling

How I've been feeling

Tmz shit

Yeah you know how I am feeling

I'm just different from them

Why they do me this way

Cross my mind more than a thousand times

Feeling really pained

Now sipping all this codeine

What do you know I'm going on a daily

What do you know blinkz went through suffering

What do you know blinkz how he's doing then

Morning grind then money long

That's why my friends try to steal my clothes

Because everyday I go grind alone

Mama tell me please boy you don't do all wrong

And sometimes really tryna be clean

Wash my sin on a daily but they still talk

Tryna rise tryna do more all this **** go be crazy trying to take me off

What won't I do for the friend that I lost

For the girl that I love,for the pain that I feel all the time I be feeling really dumb

Put it on my song how I feel in a week

Shit got me bother I'm feeling really done

I go pray this night because I don't know what I see no more

My brother he's be faking

Every night I still go grinding on

They see my pain but go laugh along

I will be creating this on their face one time

Show love they'll be turning it to hate

Everybody same man fuck that shit

Making money yes blinkz big like this

Making a hundred million

Man this shit be made for me

I put in all did it for the team

And I don't care about no love if you love me blinkz I'll be doing mine

There's nobody pull up in a damn track

I tell my **** please fuck love get mad

We ain't saving no love no more

Days on the grind gotto do some more

Mama she be down in the trenches

Yeah my brother he's been suffering

Everyday blinkz me I try to go it

I got some money gotto save it for my mummy

I've been feeling this daily got my grace like blinkz I've been making

I was 12 but blinkz I keep on trapping

Doing all this music now the shit feeling sad

Put me on put me on everytime

Saw my brother he's been gone for a while

But this time I still feel that pain that my mama had felt inside

Because I've been crying on the rain

Feeling stuck,but I will make it all way

I go make it today you can put it on my name

Doing more buying more

Pull up in a Luis store

Feeling fresh now we doing more

Crazy tmz you know we lit like this