Something It’s Not

I think there might be somethin' wrong

I smile when your name comes up

I play it cool, act nonchalant (Ha-ha)

Don't think there's anything you've done

To make me question, make me run

But what if it's nothing? The bare minimum

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart

'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want

What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?

What if I made this whole thing something it's not

Is it all my delusion or just a game?

It's too good to be true, God, I feel so insane

When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart

Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not

The little things, the way you stare

Your big blue eyes, my long blonde hair

It's all I can think about, find you everywhere

Your every move, I'm, I'm keepin' score

In case one day you walk out that door

No, I'm not used to this, never been here before

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart

'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want

What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?

What if I made this whole thing something it's not

Is it all my delusion or just a game?

It's too good to be true, God, I feel so insane

When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart

Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not

Something it's not, don't lead me on

Can't take one more, almost, but not enough

Been there before, haven't quite gotten up and off the floor

What do you want? (What do you want?)

Is it my trust? (Is it my trust?)

Is it to break it or build it back up?

Please, I just hope that you prove my past wrong (Wrong)

There's a pit in my chest in the shape of my heart

'Cause this boy, he's so perfect, he's all that I want

What if I'm crazy? What if I'm wrong?

What if I made this whole thing something it's not

Is it all my delusion or just a game?

It's too good to be true, (God), I feel so insane

When I get my hopes up, it all falls apart

Oh, I'm so scared I made this something it's not