Empty Handed

Pull the blinds

Sent shivers down my spine

Intrusive abusive yet somehow devine

It's fucked how you live rent free in my mind

I'm prisoner

Of these four walls

It's impossible

To feel any other way

You've taken the best

And left me with the rest

Now I'm out here waiting

Why am I still waiting

I gave you everything

Now I'm here with nothing,

But these tarot cards I hold

This hand was dealt to fold

Never wanted to

Leave here empty handed

Never thought this through

Its over

You're blaming me as if I planned this

Killing time

You're wasting mine

Malignant indignant we've grown intertwined

Dependant on spirits to realign

And I can't stand the thought of you

After what you put me through

Late at night

I let it get to me

And it got me nowhere

Shut my eyes

But you're still here

Never wanted to

Leave here empty handed

Never thought this through

Its over

You're blaming me as if I planned this

I'm letting go

And pressing on now

Thought you'd want to know

I'm taking the best and (Finally)

Leaving the rest (I am free)

Sick of waiting (I am breaking out)

I'm done waiting (I won't lay down)