alive

Barely breathing, eyes wide shut to the ceiling

If I don't die now

Trying to have a break from the comedown

Scream into the room to save my breath

Hope maybe this is for the best

Couldn't save my voice despite my mouth

Sensations terrifying now

I don't feel alive right now

There is something missing in this body that I have found

I tell myself to run like hell

From the heaven in my head

I don't feel alive

I don’t feel alive

Stuck in a Coffin

Cut open my spine

I don't feel alive right now

There is something missing in this body that I have found

I tell myself to run like hell

From the heaven in my head

I don't

Tear me up because I don't mind bleeding

Stop the blood, I'm dead to the feeling

Tear me up because I don't mind healing

Stop the blood, I'm dead to the feeling

Tear me up because I don't mind healing

Stop the blood, I'm dead to the feeling

Tear me up because I don't mind bleeding

Stop the blood

I don't feel alive right now

There is something missing in this body that I have found (Fuck)

I tell myself to run like hell

From the heaven in my head

I don't

Tear me up

Tear me up

Tear me up

Tear me up