Tryna Find My Way Home

I ran about three red lights Keep thinking about why I should be alive Keep thinking about the nights I can't get back Realizing life is moving way too fast Wishing that I could blame it on the trauma Sometimes life don't go the way you wanna But you can't run away from your shadow Trust me I tried The internal battles that we fight every night When all of the ghosts of my past never sleep I'm trying to hold onto what I believe It turns out I been here before So I'll make it out alright again and again And I said Way too long Been falling for way too long I'm tryna find my way home But I'm falling away I'm falling away And I said way too long I been on my own Doing everything that's wrong But I'm finding a way I'm finding a way I'm finding a way Running right into problems That I made up myself Inside of my mind I solve em But in real life, I fail Look at myself reflection Tryna deal with rejection Maybe it's time to accept it No, I never knew how to love (Never knew how to love) Still I never once given up, no (Never once given up) Tryna find all the ways to show That I'm grateful for all that I have, aye So I let the mask fall (So I let it fall) I threw my pride against the wall (I threw my pride against the wall) Because the truth is that I'm so scared of Getting this whole thing wrong And I've been falling for Way too long Been falling for way too long I'm tryna find my way home But I'm falling away I'm falling away And I said way too long I been on my own Doing everything that's wrong But I'm finding a way I'm finding a way I'm finding a way