I'm My Own Dementor

I'm my own dementor

You are my patronus

I don't know how you remember

But for me you're a necessity, not a bonus

Living without you is really painful

Like for George, do you remember

How you and I made his story?

For me you're not a chance met, what's it for you?

I can't bring order

Out of chaos on my own

I need you closer

So that I don't

Lose the ability to feel

Happiness again

I feel happiness again

Strange for the old me who felt only pain

I feel happiness again

Happiness again

Happiness again

I don't know how much this matters to you

And how important these memories

Maybe one of many, maybe important in truth

But in my puzzle you're the missing piece

I want to come to your city again

But 'cause of you, not because of city's vibe

For your hugs and breakfasts with your family

For your smile and the way you get high from music

'cause I can't bring order

Out of chaos on my own

I need you closer

So that I don't

Lose the ability to feel

Happiness again

I feel happiness again

Strange for the old me who felt only pain

I feel happiness again

Happiness again

Happiness again

Happiness again

I feel happiness again