Lie in Bed

There goes my seed

Wasted on the concrete floor I'd never see

Here comes a beam

Creeping from the outer window straight at me

Oh I finally am not feeling numb today

So I'll take it even if I learned the hard way

See, I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I gotta, gotta go

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I'm sure

See, I don't wanna lie in bed no more

Too dependent to ignore

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

No, no

My family

Waiting on a dining table just for me

Brown tangerines

Left alone inside a basket fully sealed

Oh, I finally am not feeling numb today

So I'll take it even if I learned the hard way

See, I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I gotta, gotta go

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I'm sure

See, I don't wanna lie in bed no more

Too dependent to ignore

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

No, no

How do I reach out from the ceiling?

How do I pick up when you call?

How do I mess things up and make someone I can solve (it all)?

Why am I struggling to leave when it's so obvious to me

That can't stay any longer?

See I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I gotta, gotta go

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

I'm sure

See, I don't wanna lie in bed no more

Too dependent to ignore

I don't wanna lie in bed no more

No, no