LOOKING BACK

This, is a moment that comes from my life

I thought I was doing everything right

But the pieces are starting to fall

And I know that I gotta-

Change my ways or change my mindset on the pain

I know I'll fade away, keep my cool cause it's okay

Knowing that you one day, will forget me and the music

That would either way

Change nobody and the world it will be the same

I told myself I wouldn't cry that I would let it go

And everything I left behind is for me to know

The keys are in the car and I know I'm driving home

Not looking back cause I know I gotta-

I'm my enemy

I'll kill 'em if I see him

I know what I need

From keepin' repeating

And now that I bleed

The pain is relieving

And I know that it's sick

I'm sick in the head and

This, is a moment that comes from my life

I thought I was doing everything right

But the pieces are starting to fall

And I know that I gotta

Find a passion and the purpose

I don't know if I deserve it

I'm doubting myself, every morning

I don't know, if I'm looking forward

Close my eyes, smell the air

Screaming why "this ain't fair"

Knowing they, they don't care

I don't want, me to fail

But I failed

But I failed

But I failed