2018, blowin' smoke rings
Couldn't tell heaven from hell
Delusional, dark eyes, got no sleep
All a mess, anyone could tell
Sat up all night
Wishin, wishin, wishin
I could be loved
Didn't, didn't, didn't
Belief that I could
Livin, livin, livin
Like somebody do it for me
But I had to do it lonely
What about me
What am I doing
My worst enemy
Loading my clip
Blowin' off my knees
Take what you want from a rigged game
I could give up, there's no shame
Or bet on myself and have faith
2023, wearing our rings
Couldn't blame a broken heart
Beautiful view of the Black Sea
Got away, found a fresh start
But I was still stuck
Wishin, wishin, wishin
I could take off
Didn't, didn't, didn't
Belief that I could
Listen, listen, listen
You need to believe it yourself
Convinced almost everybody else
What about me
What am I doing
My worst enemy
Loading my clip
Blowin' off my knees
Take what you want from a rigged game
I could give up, there's no shame
Or bet on myself and have faith
What about
Trying to blame everybody else, yeah
I sound insane, cause it wouldn't even help, no
Problem is mine, can't knock this off the shelf, yeah
Still not too late to change
So what about me
What am I doing
My worst enemy
Loading my clip
Blowin' off my knees
Take what you want from a rigged game
I could give up, there's no shame
Or bet on myself and have faith
