Break My Own

I'm the type to say I forgot your birthday Not 'cause I did But because I'm afraid you'll think I care And I don't wanna be on the bathroom floor in a month Crying 'bout all the love that we had and we lost 'Cause I've been there I guess it's easier to shut you out Then get used to you being around I'll never let you close Never let you know How much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand As much as I can stand So I'll never worry About falling too hard Letting you break my heart That's not how it's gonna go, so I'll break my own I'll break my own And I'll tell you that I suck at commitment 'Cause then I'll feel like I'm winning But there's no prize There's just cold pillows and old photos And what ifs running circles 'round my mind Because it's easier to shut you out Then get used to you being around I'll never let you close Never let you know How much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand As much as I can stand So I'll never worry About falling too hard Letting you break my heart That's not how it's gonna go so I'll break my own I'll break my own I'm skipping calling someone new at 2 am because I know It's so much harder losing you if your numbers saved in my phone But sometimes I wish that I were different That my heart was more forgiving But I still go and break my own So I'll never let you close Never let you know How much you could hurt me I'll keep the upper hand As much as I can stand So I'll never worry About falling too hard Letting you break my heart That's not how it's gonna go so I'll break my own I'll break my own I'll break my own