I Hope That It’s Fatal

Whatever this is Better hit its mark Whatever this is Hope it goes through my heart Don't try to stitch it I have enough scars Whatever this is Hope it goes through my heart There's poison in my veins I'm sorry, it's too late Do not resuscitate It won't get better There's only so much weight I think that I can take Do not resuscitate I hope that It's fatal and not something worse I don't think I'm able to handle the hurt I pray for the end 'cause I can't break the curse Good night, see you on the other side See you on the other side I know I mentioned The cure for breathing But all of those songs Have lost their meaning Whatever this is It's not contagious 'Cause I'm here alone And I can't take it There's poison in my veins I'm sorry, it's too late Do not resuscitate It won't get better There's only so much weight I think that I can take Do not resuscitate I hope that its fatal and not something worse I don't think I'm able to handle the hurt I pray for the end 'cause I can't break the curse Good night, see you on the other side See you on the other side "A boy was born with seeds inside his soul" Is what the headline reads So all these years digging myself a hole Is just poetic gardening After the funeral Will flowers start to grow? Just tell me that they grow That it gets better I'm sorry, it's too late It's just the way I'm made Do not resuscitate I hope that It's fatal and not something worse I don't think I'm able to handle the hurt I pray for the end 'cause I'm tasting the dirt It's like I buried myself alive Good night See you on the other side