Suffocated (feat. REDWLF)

Skating home from a long day without any tape

That's probably what they mean when they say get a grip

Had a fallout and I've been scared to breathe ever since

Cuz everywhere I go in this place is toxic

I'm not hurting for attention like a slit wrist

My intentions are indifferent want proof? Here's this

These are my instructions for some stupid self destruction

I should make a list

First

Burn every single bridge

Isolate yourself til everyone forgets

Imma quit right there like I've done with everything else

If you couldn't tell that's a hint

Gone cuz the search hurts worse curse lurks like damn

Hickory Dickory dock

Uh

SkinnyMike ran up the clock

Picking the peas in the pot

Yeah

Turning the heat up a notch

Men don't even cope they just kill themselves

That's why 85 percent of my fans are guys who try to keep it bottled inside

Then one night

They either get violent and angry or violently depressed

Regardless it's violence nonetheless yeah

By keeping it repressed

It's so in the depths that they hate behind a screen and blame women for their low self esteem

Cycles til their death

It's suffocating truly

Couldn't take a breathe then they finally stop moving

They tell me to "man up" so I do it

But I'm suffocating slowly

They asking if RED is okay

They worried that some police tape

Gon be surrounding my place

It almost killed me killing suicide along with the hate

Breath in

Breath out

Cause nobody's safe

They should let me rot

Cold dead in a box

Suicidal thoughts

Got me feeling lost

Feeling like a white rabbit

The way that I watch the clock

Makes me wanna resort to violence

I swear the only way to cope is with killing

Either yourself or someone else

You end it all now you got a one ticket to Hell

Yeah there's no coming back

I been detached I thought the music would help

My health

My wealth

And all the years I didn't go to therapy to work on myself

It's getting home from a long day

When I'm losing it

Liver got some booze in it

Look into the mirror in my head I ask "who is this?"