from a distance

Got it together on the weekdays Nine to five, I keep my mind in place I don't lose it til it's Saturday And I'm three drinks deep in our spot Clock's ticking louder and it says your name We turned around and look what we became I didn't lose it til I had to face this space without your heart But Do you still think about what I do Tell me did we ever decide who Was in the wrong or if we just knew We'd break before we saw it all through But I'm afraid of us and sleeping in the dark And I'm afraid to change and forget where we are And I'm scared to face who's comin next Or reach across this empty bed you left So I'll learn to love you from a distance I heard you're back home on the weekends Working it out with your childhood friends No I never got to meet them Cause you pushed them away too If you were looking at me right now Glued to my phone down on my basement couch Then you would probably wanna let me go So you don't feel half as bad, but Do you still think about what I do Tell me did we ever decide who Was in the wrong if we just knew We'd break before we saw it all through But I'm afraid of us and sleeping in the dark And I'm afraid to change and forget where we are And I'm scared to face who's comin next Or reach across this empty bed you left So I'll learn to love you from a distance Oh woah oh You left me, I envy The way we're just for, "show" You cut my heartstrings With a knife babe Every time you picture us Tell me what set you off I'm strung out honey But I know you're untouched And I'm left poisoned by your love & your lust But I'm afraid of us and sleeping in the dark And I'm afraid to change and forget where we are And I'm scared to face who's comin next They can't compete with how I longed for you Cause I've always loved you from a distance