UNTIL I FEEL BETTER

I'm tryin' not to lose my mind

I can't get my thoughts together

So I put them in letters

Letters, and

I think that I'll be fine

If I just do this forever

Or until I feel better

Better, baby

I'm tryin' not to lose my mind

I can't get my thoughts together

So I put them in letters

Letters, and

I think that I'll be fine

If I just do this forever

Or until I feel better

Better, baby

I feel far from my target

But not as far as I started

This is all that I wanted

To be buried in notebooks

And vapes and guitar picks

Regardless, the hardest part is

So ironic, as an artist

Feel like my job is

To find solace in darkness

Or let it rock, it's

The only option

If I wanna turn my art into accomplishments

Feel like my mind is just a garden

Meant for harvestin

And whether happy or in pain

I need to harness it

So all my bills could get paid

Shit, I could maybe make a change

Or at least an extra room in my apartment

But I'm a product of trauma and anguish

So sometimes this brain of mine

Could get dangerous

And as I dive deeper in this lucrative

Yet therapeutic tool

I'm just tryin' my best to stay sane-ish

But I turn my pain into product

And I think that you should try it

Though it's not always reliant

Reliant, baby

I turn into my subconscious

Tryna find some peace and quiet

But it's more like a riot

Riot, baby

I'm tryin' not to lose my mind

I can't get my thoughts together

So I put them in letters

Letters, and

I think that I'll be fine

If I just do this forever

Or until I feel better

Better, baby

I'm tryin' not to lose my mind

I can't get my thoughts together

So I put them in letters

Letters, and

I think that I'll be fine

If I just do this forever

Or until I feel better

Better, baby

I'm tryin' not to lose my mind

I can't get my thoughts together

So I put them in letters

Letters, and

I think that I'll be fine

If I just do this forever

Or until I feel better

Better, baby