let me go

I just wanna get it in cash

Get it and dash

Fall off as soon as I get the bag

I don't really care if I stay in the limelight

Wanna make dough then crash at the pad

Find success, well I guess it depends

Find the right words like it's up to the pen

I barely clock in like, where have I been

So stuck in my head like, when will it end?

Obsessive in my nature

Surely it's the OCD

Fucked up in my past, till this day it's haunting me

Body autopilot like somebody's pulling strings

All I can do is watch while it's controlling me

Like a passenger inside of a moving bullet train

Just another bad decision, hoping you refrain

My biggest adversary is my own fucking brain

It's like I've lost control

Of hope to grip the wheel again

But this ain't it, and that ain't this

A big mistake is all it is

As bad as it get

I'm truly lost and mad as shit

What's happening?!

Like, oh my god here we go again

Here we go again

It's like this shit will never end

There for everybody, nobody there for me

You said what you said and I listened carefully

I often drift away, it's like I'm out at sea

My mind isn't here if I'm speaking honestly

I'm stuck inside these memories, I'm hoping you relate

I can't get up from the table

I got too much on my plate

I can't separate, my sanity

I feel it slip away

I can feel it closing in

It's like this thing I can't escape

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

Let me go

(Rot away in solitude, I shouldn't be this weak

Tethered to the sickness and I'm praying for release

I can't run away, Something's got a hold of me

Before I slip away, I say, Lord I'm begging please, let me go)