Inside of Loss (feat. Tianie)

Nothing changed, I'll admit that, so far

I know we strayed from each other, that's hard

And there's a strange feeling deep in my heart

I contemplate reaching out, but say nah

I run away from the people I harm

And lost some faith on the way to seek God

And you wanna see me here, see me there, what's that doing to me?

So unclear, know I am

You know that I'm sorry, but I lost a year drying tears in a world so cold (and you know that I mean it)

It's hard to face a life alone

Something up inside of us beams out love

But I don't see it

And when you called me up

Something up inside me said

Get a grip now, cuz heart gon' rip all up

Get a grip now, cuz heart gon' rip all up

Get a grip now, cuz heart gon' rip all up

Get a grip now, cuz heart gon' rip all up (all up)

Can't call you back, can't call you back, can't call you back

When you wanna stop I will

But there's something about change

I'm not really moved on, still

I'll take the blame

And you wanna see me here, see me there, what's that doing to me?

So unclear, know I am

You know that I'm sorry, but I lost a year drying tears in a world so cold (I see you when I'm dreaming)

Out of fear, broke the seal, didn't mean to hurt you

Something steered me from here

Deep inside my conscience

So I grabbed the wheel, now it's clear, something we can't undo

Living inside of loss

Baby, you were acting funny

Instilling me with so much fear

Gave me somber wild thoughts

Had to debate if it was real

Transparency can explicate it all

You act like you don't know the rules

Got me melancholy, is he in the streets

Probably acting thotty

Empty Stella Rose in my room

But I'm yearning

Deeply

Lit is just run it round four

I just might risk it all

And you wanna see me here, see me there, what's that doing to me?

So unclear, know I am

You know that I'm sorry, but I lost a year drying tears in a world so cold (I see you when I'm dreaming)

Out of fear, broke the seal, didn't mean to hurt you

Something steered me from here

Deep inside my conscience

So I grabbed the wheel, now it's clear, something we can't undo

Living inside of loss

Living inside of loss