Ghost In The Shell

I tear myself to pieces to feel completed

Cause believe I need to be with somebody even

When I'm still hurting and defeated

I find my meaning in being needed

I need time to be myself

But I'm as a cold as metal I wrestle with my inner devil

Can't Hyde from Jekyll cause I'm a puppet he assembled

So when I'm single I'm just a vessel

Lying here in my living my hell

I keep on drinking the water that poisoned the well

It drains my system but it's safer than getting help

I just wanna fucking love myself

But how do I go down that road when I can't be alone

Need a ghost to fill this empty shell

God all I want is to be whole but I can't be alone

I'm alone again and I'm panicking been examining

My habits and they're all damaging I'm a mannequin

Cause I need to be handled to be happy when I'm not

Then I'm lost when I got to be my own boss

I get caught up in others and never focus on myself

Run a search you'll discover I got virus in my cells

I don't excel at self help I'm propelled to find somebody else

To fill the void instead of living in my shell so

I keep on drinking the water that poisoned the well

It drains my system but it's safer than getting help

I just wanna fucking love myself

But how do I go down that road when I can't be alone

Need a ghost to fill this empty shell

God all I want is to be whole but I can't be alone

Don't know who I am when I'm on my own

I'm losing my mind cause I'm all alone

Don't know who I am when I'm on my own

I'm losing my mind cause I'm all alone

I just wanna fucking love myself

But how do I go down that road when I can't be alone

Need a ghost to fill this empty shell

God all I want is to be whole but I can't be alone