TRAUMADUMP

Both hands clenched when I roll the dice

Get my lips around a blunt and then I spark a light

I'm trynna hit you with a beam and make it so precise

Yo it's that reaper, fuck a piece, I need a sharpened scythe

I put comets on my carpet, what it cost to bite?

Like I ain't ever had a reason for a sober life

Get my body temp high when I sniff the ice

I had to move that shit like a poltergeist

8 and filled with hate, I seen my mama have withdrawals

Growing up I didn't have shit, now I gotta have it all

Started rapping, trynna catch all of my words up to my thoughts

Motherfuckers thinks it's passion but they couldn't be more wrong

It's a trauma type response, the way I write up all these songs

Feel the fauna, I'm ensconced, inside the vines until I'm gone

Wanna pop up for my partners, put my pain inside a bong

Pull away and then I ponder but it probably won't be long

Smoke a pound of bud

I'm trynna feel at peace

Got a constant buzz

From my phone at least

I think my problem was

That I would follow sheep

I be that shepherd of the mutton, know the cost for beef

I stay up slaughtering the cattle, in their wool for heat

If you pussies wanna stand around my plate then eat

I use my flow when I float on a frozen sea

You motherfuckers never seen me how I'm supposed to be

Had no food inside the crib when I was living with my daddy

Cuffed up by the 12 when I was 12, I thought they had me

I was balancing my mind but it was bottomless and heavy

Had to slip into the darkness just to know that I was ready

Had to shift around my heartache, keeping water in the levy

I'm abusive with a DAW, you bitches don't wanna tempt me

Body south of where he parked, ain't no coming back like he Kenny

I ain't ever gave a fuck what you thought about when you met me

Get my pockets growing steady

It's deadly if I get petty

Slipping fetty in my belly

Pathetic, I bet it fed me

I'm with Benny, sipping Henny

Load semis the way they envy

Bitch I'm Freddy, how they fret me

No stepping in my assembly

Rolling pennies till they benjis

I'm betting they wanna bench me

Still ascending where they sent me

My sentence is still on pending

Y'all depend on what been trending

Attending attempts of ending

Been unbending with the drenching

Just swelling I feel impending