ambivalence

I love you but we're not meant together

I'll think of you every time I'm stuck in bad weather

I pray to god that you find someone better

I want you back and I wish I never met ya

Stuck in the in between

I'm missing you and me

I'm in Iowa with Vito and we're on the couch watching killer bean

I'm sending you a meme

Just to let you know I'm thinking about you

I'd tell you everything, but I don't know how to

I'm still coming terms that I'm living without you

I'm in the basement

And I'm feeling like it's 'bout to cave in

I'm assuming my role I'm complacent

Did about all I could just to make it

I used to love getting your notifications

Now I feel like I'm a mental patient

These texts aren't even conversations

Just another way to feel my heart breaking

Everything's different

I'm the one wearing a mask

Can you feel the distance?

Everything I do is a mess

Oh, you made me feel like I was worth it

Oh, you made me feel like I was worth it

Oh, I'm letting go of myself

(you sure that's what you want?)

I'm letting go of myself

(you sure that's what you want?)

Oh, I'm letting go of myself

(you sure that's what you want?)

I'm letting go of myself

(you sure that's what you want?)