Self Confessions

I have some self confessions I've been hiding for a while I'm done with self obsessing and running in circles for miles Always a little uneasy Nothing is ever quite enough Trying to find a release But I keep tripping up I tried to find an escape But the rain keeps following me Future's a blur Nothings confirmed I never seem to learn Losing my mind Just trying to stay sane Wasting my time Just trying to change Turn me inside out I'll fall down It's me against myself Done telling lies These are my self confessions I keep on asking what's next? The words echo through my head Always so many questions They never let me rest Should I try harder or should I try less? Why are there so many rules that I miss? So much disorder am I just a mess or what Am I just a mess or what Losing my mind Just trying to stay sane wasting my time Just trying to change Turn me inside out I'll fall down It's me against myself Done telling lies These are my self confessions My personality is starting to exhaust me I rely on make believe to subsidise my worry Never know what I want Everything is blurry I just can't slow down (no) Losing my mind Just trying to stay sane wasting my time Just trying to change Turn me inside out I'll fall down It's me against myself Done telling lies These are my self confessions