我來自香港 我爸迷茫時混過黑幫
我九歲後再也沒見他
我弟當時還需要人餵他
我爸那邊的親戚和祖先 全部是潮州人
會賺大錢 但考不上北大
記得他說我姑媽死了
一直不曉得自殺還是被殺
小時候他帶我騎自行車
打台球 我進了顆黑八
我生出來他就開奔馳
我問他大人買車子很貴嗎？
他說男人想要什麼都能有
只要他願意 hustle
但最後我媽依然跟他分手
在她眼裡我爸並不偉大
父母沒結婚證就離婚 這是否非法
反正我們跟了我媽
我爸養的娃兒 再也不歸他
所以他犯了啥大錯
我的同學越問 我越感到為難
他沒看到自己的兒子長大他想得到賠償
短信跟我說 「你奶奶都九十歲了 你咋不來見她」
我說回香港不用錢嗎
幫我弟交學費不用錢嗎
你覺得我不想回來過年嗎
我媽把我養大 你難道不欠她
過去的事兒 我再也不懷念
等我走起來了 我們再見
就算在過去這幾年來
我找到出路 但我曉得你還是很無奈
By the time I get them M's
Will we run out of time
I try to move on but you know the past still stays on my mind
Still stays on my mind
心裡面沒有愛 怎麼愛？
不是我心打不開
I keep a smile but I know I'll turn to Venom in time
I'm chasing bags, moving fast
But I can't change the past
Yeah
So I changed myself
Was a man at 9, I raised myself
At my worst, had to save myself
I done worked three jobs, couldn't pay myself
Couldn't find no love, had to date myself
I ain't had no hope, used to hate myself
No one held my hand, paved the way myself
But at least I found my own lane now
At least everyone knows I get paid now
At least all the OGs know I don't play around
Lotta hoes that do what I say now
家裡的所有人能被我餵飽
日子過得比以前更美好
雖然大學考試 一次都沒考
能珍惜生活 反正還沒老
但我外公說他的膝蓋開始痛
我說你大孫子要開始衝
發完專輯 我絕對要開始紅
紅得像一朵紅花
Yeah I crossed that bridge
我是龍馬
我的兒子要叫鄭龍發
這場小遊戲要被我通殺
Lotta things that I do on my own now
Cos I see what's on the line
Girl, put that pussy aside
I been on my grind
I wish you knew what's in my soul
How I see all the signs
我日子過得無往不利 就算你不在
就算在過去這幾年來
我找到出路 但我曉得你還是很無奈
By the time I get them M's
Will we run out of time
I try to move on but you know the past still stays on my mind
Still stays on my mind
