Counting Sheep

Hey, look, not again One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten Yeah, yeah, look, I lose my patience on a daily basis Deep breath in the reality I'm barely facing Trying to keep my mind from running, but I can't chase them Walk a mile in these Aces, but don't lace them Falling flat up on my face because I'm not evasive What was written in the past, no, you can't erase it Had to battle with regret, that nigga had to brace it Wore my ass a couple of times, but I deserve to take it But if I'm truly being honest, shit ain't working for me I close my eyes and count to ten when I'm in purgatory I gotta find my peace of mind, nobody's searching for me Devil cried upon my shoulder and he perked it on me I'm not for purchase, but my soul inside a grocery bag I'll hand it off without a price, it's out of service for me To be real, I probably never know what I've had If everything I've ever done ain't half the purpose for me I'm counting down until the day you give a fuck about me But to be honest, if you didn't, you'd be stuck without me I still remember all the days that you would never doubt me But they will never give me praise until they sleep it on me Yeah, I can't even seem to close my eyes anymore Count the hell of sheep, but I ain't five anymore Wonder, will my darkest days arrive anymore? Life a living hell, am I alive anymore? Look, I can't even seem to close my eyes anymore Count the hell of sheep, but I ain't five anymore Wonder, will my darkest days arrive anymore? Life a living hell, am I alive anymore? Am I alive anymore? Yeah One, two, three, four, five (yeah), six, seven, eight, nine, ten One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight-