Everyone Else

Every step I take I think Am I just not good enough I swore I wouldn't care much But I guess I wasn't sure enough It hurts to have to say this I don't wanna upset you But after all we've been through I think it's time to tell you to Help me I know it's not alright to believe me I try so hard to manage this feeling Cause every breath I take I keep grieving The obvious answer's repeating I hope you don't blame me for dreaming That maybe one day I'll find meaning And as I look up to the ceiling I'll find a glimpse of hope in me If only I could sing like everyone else If only I could dream like everyone else If only I could love like everyone else If only I could touch the stars like nobody else Like everyone else Like everyone else Like everyone else Like everyone else in the world isn't as helpless I gotta stop comparing myself, I can't help it I put in all this time and effort when no one else did just to try to change the world or am I just selfish Am I just stupid For putting in the effort to fulfill this illusion Praying my endeavors wouldn't kill my delusion Thought going to college was the only solution Ten thousand hours of music And I couldn't do it I know it's not alright to believe me I try so hard to manage this feeling Cause every breath I take I keep grieving The obvious answer's repeating I hope you don't blame me for dreaming that maybe one day I'll find meaning And as I look up to the ceiling I'll find a glimpse of hope in me If only I could sing like everyone else If only I could dream like everyone else If only I could love like everyone else If only I could touch the stars like nobody else Like everyone else Like everyone else Like everyone else Like everyone else