Complicated

Hey you piece of shit

You want me to hate you, is that it?

Kept me through the fall

And now you want me gone, is that all?

I could call you a grumpy little freak

Who doesn't deserve me at my worst or at my peak

But that would make this way too easy

I think it's a little more complicated

I think you're scared, I think you're deeply jaded

I know it's easy to reframe everything that you hated

But it's a cop out so I'll opt out of the story that your interest faded

I could air all the shitty things you said

Take it out of context

Make it sound like your heart's cold and dead

But that would make this way too easy

Tell me one more time about the pain of hurting me

I'll roll my eyes to hide my tears of sympathy

You say you're not disappointed

Lean nonchalant but you're double jointed

I'll hurt you just to hurt myself

I'll watch you do the same

I think we might be equally to blame

Unless I'm crazy

(And I'd like to think I'm not)

You're undecided

(But you're not, it's clear that you are not)

Thoughts may be wishful

(But they're real, and tempting to reveal)

But they're still mine

(Stick to your story that it's fine)

I think I'm angry

(Cuz I miss you, I'm grieving the vacation)

And that's the reason

(That I tell you, it's all retaliation)

I don't hate you

(I don't hate you, I'm only disappointed)

I'm too brave

(Jumped too fast again, thought I'd been anointed)

"In case I haven't been clear"

You haven't, you've been hot and cold for like a year

Hey you piece of shit

You want me to hate you, is that it?

Swore you weren't sending me hints (stop reading into it)

Point to the same things as evidence

You can call me needy, crazy, weak

Now I'll never see you at your worst or at your peak

I guess for you that makes this easy