I been doing some things
That you shouldn't know
I been tryna kill myself
Since I was young
All my friends, All my friends
I love all of them
But I can't understand
Why I can't love myself
I been doing some things
That you shouldn't know
I been tryna kill myself
Since I was young
All my friends, All my friends
I love all of them
But I can't understand
Why I can't love myself
I'm in my garden, solitude & ecstasy
Apparitions, guide me to the willow trees
I been tryna go to the place where I'm from
I'm a sleepy boy underneath the bloody sun
From the monstrous people must I run
They steal my life & feed it to sacred doves
I been facing my fears & unholy trusts
Don't you see the tentator and his gracious lusts?
Its so humorous the way that I'm treated
The devil keeps on beating, and beating
Down on my soul, Til' theres nothing left
If I win then I lose, there is no success
Its so humorous the way that I'm treated
The devil keeps on beating, and beating
Down on my soul, Til' theres nothing left
If I win then I lose, there is no success
Goblins on the hill, they are rising
I see Lucifer & Gabriel fighting, Over the souls
Of a vacant breed
Who doesn't wanna follow
The rules of anything
But its worth it, Its worth it all
Practice scriptures, in Satan's halls
I'm a fixture, of embellishment
Yeah, we do what we want
Gotta pay for our sins
