Hanging In The Balance

Thought it would be different And there would be more Used to have a vision Now I'm crying on the floor What's it even for Cause I'm hanging in the balance Waiting to see what happens Losing my mind but don't let it show Must go on cause it's all I know Nobody would guess That i'm about to break I'm all out of patience Everything's at stake Why do I keep chasing When there's not a race Is it all in vain, vain Is it worth the pain, pain Cause I'd give anything anything anything But at what cost And that's the funny thing funny thing funny thing That's how I got lost