B.T.S.D. (Call It What You Want)

I went through myself

Ain't nothing gunna bring you back

And I learned real hard that that'll never change

I walked thru my hell

And my whole world turned black

Since I been back I ain't been the same

I hardly fear the reaper now

I feel alive again this life is strange

Now I'm drinking but I'm trying to move on

It's the only thing I've ever really known

I love to play with fire

I'm burning by design

I feel like I was born to self destruct

But you can call it what you want

Ain't no excuse

I never get enough

Of my own abuse

Call it what you want

All my life I spent

Trying to do what my father told me

And if I fell short then I was gunna pay

And my momma told me treat your women kind and don't be ugly

Well I broke more hearts than I care to say

Now I've always been attracted to the flames

And that ain't ever gonna go away

I'm Only getting higher

Preaching to the choir

I feel like I was born to self destruct

But you can call it what you want

My own abuse

I blow up what I love

With no excuse no

Good lord baby here comes that sun again

And I can't feel a goddamn thing

And girl missing you like a sedative

Feel like I could die

Call it what you want

The shit we use

To get us where we want

Just passing through

Call it what you want to

I ain't Gunn haunt you

But we never said goodbye

And Call me if you want cause I stay awake at night

You can call it what you want