Turbulence

Look

I wonder if lies are being told about me

If the things I told you in confidence

Are safe with you after you left me

If my deepest thoughts will stay on your pillow and onto your bed sheets

When your head was on my chest

And your heart belonged to no one but me

It took me a while to get if this was on me

If the scars I healed had come back to bite me

When did I become someone you just move on from

Was it who I was or what I'd become

When did you get bored, that's the deeper question

I know I said I wouldn't write about this, but I lied again

I ain't tryna hurt you, it's just the way i deal with things

I should've written this in French

It would've taken out the sting

You wouldn't have got it and I probably would've kept it in

Cos

This ones for the vault, I might never release it

Tell bro I've made a couple, but he'll never see them

I'll write some messages and you'll never see them

Lemme board my plane, I've been losing my reason

I've been losing my mind

The more I lose my mind

The more I write my verses

I've been through enough

I don't believe in curses

So when turbulence comes

I ain't ever been nervous

I took my flight

And I won't be returning

I'm getting good at feeling nothing

Greatness I'm getting good at rushing

I'm in a different space but with the same ambition

I guess greatness is a thing I like rushing

The more I lose my mind

The more I write my verses

I've been through enough

I don't believe in curses

So when turbulence comes

I ain't ever been nervous

I took my flight

And I won't be returning