Time Won't Heal

I think things will get worse for us I'm spent as the day you left And you've been lying since the day we met And I think you're someone that I can trust And I tend to bend and fold So how do you ever get over Something that's never been under your control? I can't do this anymore I'm trying to hold my breath I'm tired of the endless back and forth I could be anywhere else instead I'm here, alive and well But it's almost like I'm living in my own hell I don't want to do this anymore I wouldn't let you get away, but you've lost all of my respect It's like I've been three years sober But you don't understand, you're fucking with my head Your loss, my gain You can't restrain someone who's sensitive to your pain Think about me for once and change I can't do this anymore I'm trying to hold my breath I'm tired of the endless back and forth I could be anywhere else instead I'm here, alive and well But it's almost like I'm living in my own hell I don't want to do this anymore Time won't heal Time won't heal I can't do this anymore I'm trying to hold my breath I'm tired of the endless back and forth I could be anywhere else instead I'm here, alive and well But I'm stuck in my own house And I don't want to do this