Eventually

I wanted to leave But it's difficult with hands around my neck It's harder to sleep But when you always keep me up inside my head I wanna believe That everything will work out for the best But honestly Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect? While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me I'm starting to see No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet I'm grinding my teeth While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect While the nights go longer as the days roll by Been hanging by a moment, now I think that it's time Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things that I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, It caught up to me) I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost so lost I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me