"You Get so Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense"

I used to wanna kill myself, I used to wanna die I used to drink myself to sleep at night And I would pray to Jesus Christ Just take me tonight I used to wanna blow my brains out in a crowded room I used to wanna drown myself in every swimming pool that I would see I used to blame everyone else but me 'Cause I was so fucked up Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side Into the summer sun We would just come undone And all my life, all my life I've waited To kiss your perfect face Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side I love the way you wear those ribbons in your hair And have I told you after you saved me From the dispair that was choking me I'm so thankful that I get to breathe I love the way that you don't give a fuck what anyone thinks And I'm trying so hard to think like that But I'm a singer in a fucking band And I'm still neurotic as shit Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side Into the summer sun We would just come undone And all my life, all my life I've waited To kiss your perfect face Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side My love for you will never die until the flesh runs off My bones and I am smashed into a million flakes of dust I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie This could save your life I'm so afraid that everything that's wrong with me Will become a part of you, and you'll never see I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie This could save my life My love for you will never die My love for you will never die My love for you will never die My love for you will never die Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side Into the summer sun We would just come undone And all my life, all my life I've waited To kiss your perfect face Into the darkest night I'll take you by my side I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie