Paranoid

I'ma let the song cry on this one, for real

You gon' feel the pain in it, all the way through it, let's get it

I gave you more than what you deserve, gave you way more respect than you ever earned

I grabbed the matches and pictures, we took together, fired up, I'ma let it burn

Reminiscing the time on the porch, you had said how you felt, I remember every word

I love you too, but you said it first, Ian say it back, cause I ain't wanna feel the hurt

Or the pain from you draggin' my heart through the dirt

I know how it feel, man, that feelin' be the worst

Look in the mirror, conversations with myself, questionin' how is this shit gonna work

Love be the worst, when you start catchin' feelings for someone else first

And you don't know their purpose, so excuse me if I don't open up right away

I'm just paranoid and kinda nervous

I keep gettin' accused of some shit that I didn't even do, if I did it, then show me some proof

Actions be louder than words, so its fuck what you said, bitch, I know that I'm tellin' the truth

I ain't even out here with no bitches, I'm just in the studio, expressin' myself in the booth

Bitch, you ungrateful, I hate you, you still do not get it,I did all this shit just for you

On social media, tellin' our business, I ain't even surprised, cause you got toxic tendencies

People know too much about me, I be on their screen on demand, they ain't payin' for Xfinity

You weren't really with me, for me, you was with me for money, doin' all these expensive activities

I can do what you do too, I just make a song about it, I reciprocate the energy

Cheat on you, girl, are you kiddin' me? Tryna find a reason, to get rid of me

You want me to feel bad, cause you been through some shit in your past, I ain't showin' no sympathy

You know I been through shit too, I don't make no excuses for it, I don't want you to pity me

You start gettin' abusive and hittin' me, slid with the enemy, literally attempted killin' me

I gave you more than what you deserve, gave you way more respect than you ever earned

I grabbed the matches and pictures, we took together, fired up, I'ma let it burn

Reminiscing the time on the porch, you had said how you felt, I remember every word

I love you too, but you said it first, Ian say it back, cause I ain't wanna feel the hurt

Or the pain from you draggin' my heart through the dirt

I know how it feel, man, that feelin' be the worst

Look in the mirror, conversations with myself, questionin' how is this shit gonna work

Love be the worst, when you start catchin' feelings for someone else first

And you don't know their purpose, so excuse me if I don't open up right away

I'm just paranoid and kinda nervous

Felt like you was glued to my heart

I was quite confident, nothin' could tear us apart

Broke down and my engine won't start

Money is power, I'm hopin' it bring back a spark

Swimmin' through the pain like a shark

I'm hungry, I'm starving, I just gotta get me a meal

Back to the wall and I'm hopin' it don't let me fall

Rock bottom, I know how it feel

This shit can't be real, now I'm rockin' a brand new, Richard mill

Ice out everything since I got a deal

I know you mad, but it's fuck how you feel, told me lies in the past, but the truth gon' reveal

Movin' forward, leave that shit in the rear, watch me vanish, watch how I disappear

I don't hold grudges no more, I just never forget, cause the words keep replayin' in my ears

I gave you more than what you deserve, gave you way more respect than you ever earned

I grabbed the matches and pictures, we took together, fired up, I'ma let it burn

Reminiscing the time on the porch, you had said how you felt, I remember every word

I love you too, but you said it first, Ian say it back, cause I ain't wanna feel the hurt

Or the pain from you draggin' my heart through the dirt

I know how it feel, man, that feelin' be the worst

Look in the mirror, conversations with myself, questionin' how is this shit gonna work

Love be the worst, when you start catchin' feelings for someone else first

And you don't know their purpose, so excuse me if I don't open up right away

I'm just paranoid and kinda nervous