Praying I Don't Fall (edit)

Blow my mind out my skull

Never thought that it would show

If only I was left alone

I'd keep praying you come home

Something let the world unroll

I was sent to meet my ghost

Every cent fell out the hole

Thought i spent every last one

I was wrong

To be so weak

Let you in

It's all I need

I look on

Past the beach

You keep laying it on me

I was blinded by the love

It was brighter than the sun

If only you had been in touch

I'd be praying you don't budge

I was sane before I heard

What you were saying wasn't fair

Over time, picked up the tears

But still my fear never disappears

Now I'm lost without a phone

Given up on ways to go

Something left me long ago

Still I'd rather be stone cold

I was wrong to keep you near

To let you in

It seemed so clear

You didn't try to keep me close

And I kept praying you'd come home

 

Forsaken i seem too unstable

To walk at your pace

Hear what I have to say

I've got a lot on my plate

And I'll say what I wanna say if I want

i know you'd do the same

I hope i don't mistake

I put my head in my plate

And I heard when you spoke to me

Said you didn't wanna turn the page

You simply walked away

And it's okay if you don't believe me I hope someday you find a way

But I'll no longer wait