i'm tryna let me die

Righteous

I'm tryna fight

Loved ya

At first sight

Ohh

You don't wanna hand me your heart

I'm tryna let me die

Hey

I don't wanna let you go but I think that it's time

I never thought I'd see the day I watch you say goodbye

Cuz not too long ago I saw you and you saved my life

I'll write a song but not for you, for what I hold inside

Yeah

Every second that goes by, believe it, it gets heavy

My people say that it gets better

But does it really?

I love you, said it every time, you weren't the type to hear me

Only when you're needy

You tend to ask if I'm okay but never know the truth

I know you see it in my eyes but I'll still lie to you

My light ain't bright, the darkness always seems to power through

I'll soak my sorrows in my blood ain't even nothing more to do

Besides

What's the point to ride a sinking ship

Setting up the sale for that somebody who's just gonna dip

Thinking bout my broken pieces that I'm gonna miss

I'll look up at the moon and see your eyes it's an eclipse, damn

Righteous

I'm tryna fight

Loved ya

At first sight

Ohh

You don't wanna hand me your heart

I'm tryna let me die

Righteous

I'm tryna fight

Loved ya

At first sight

Ohh

You don't wanna hand me your heart

I'm tryna let me die

Yeah

Giving up is like a sign of defeat

Every time I sleep you're there what do you want from me

Every single step I take you can hear the crunchy leaves

It ain't even autumn but look at the floor, my heart you see

It's what you're steppin on I guess it's why my chest been heavy

It's time to go to sleep but I don't think I'm ready

Every little thing I have about you in a box

Will never say I'm greedy you're the only one that blocks

Say it all if you want now

Sunrise to the fuckin sundown

Leave then turn around like a let down

That's you, don't get it twisted how

You can let go of my arm and watch it bleed

Sitting next to me but you don't even see

The pain you caused, only cared about yourself

You were there and said fuck my mental health, yeah

Righteous

I'm tryna fight

Loved ya

At first sight

Ohh

You don't wanna hand me your heart

I'm tryna let me die