Tears Dropping

Uh-uh Uh-uh (Oh, my God) Yeah, tears droppin' in the court before they gave the verdict They say I need a therapist, I put my pain in verses I thought my darg was livin' good, that's why it really hurt me He really looked me in my eyes and said, "I need a purpose" Early mornin', hear the birds singin' I tried to call my darg, remember that he died That's when it hurts different Finger itchin', why you bitchin'? Nigga, do a mission It brought me joy I heard he died That's why I know I'm trippin' (Yeah, yeah) But, I ain't gon' lie, I put a target on a couple people (Yeah, yeah) My nigga died, I thought I lost it I had trouble breathin' (Yeah, yeah) And I'm created by the streets, that's why you see them demons He made a promise that he'd kill me, he better keep it We ain't the same, I made a promise, I can never leave him (No, no) You got your gun, I got my gun, I guess we dyin' squeezin' And they got TGG for murder, J Money for dealin' I'm troubled by my past and I really need healin' (Yeah) My tears droppin', I can't see the sky right Tears droppin', don't know if I'm high right now My tears droppin', I don't want a limelight My tears droppin', I can't see the sky right now You know what time it is, my bro You really got the streets behind you 'Cause you really out here motivatin', you know? From the jail niggas to the robbin' crews Don't forget you got the bitches on lock too You live and die the same Rest in peace to Nagz and Ace, they lost their life to blades Why they rollin' 'round the neighbourhood just spreadin' blame? I guess it's easier to say the only one with fame But, that don't phase me, I still respect them ladies Her own son dealin' drugs And she be thinkin', "He a baby" (She don't know) And, if it takes the pain away to blame me, I'ma take it Smoke it to the face 'cause all that fake shit really shady Oh-woah, my soul burnin', oh, I'm never learnin' Fucked around and showed you love, and then you left me hurtin' Yeah, woah-oh, I'm never learnin' I've been searchin' for my sound and I feel like I found it And it don't matter what you paid, to get it back, it's thousands Had shanks at every age, the reason for them shorts and trousers Ain't no mansions where I'm from, only council housin' We just assume the grass is greener on the other side I wish I signed that deal before my fuckin' nigga died And that's Allah's plan, so who am I to testify? But, nigga, who am I to rectify? My tears droppin', I can't see the sky right My tears droppin', don't know if I'm high right now My tears droppin', I don't want a limelight My tears droppin', I can't see the sky right now My tears droppin', I can't see the skyrise My tears droppin', don't know if I'm high right now My tears droppin', I don't want a limelight My tears droppin', I can't see the sky right now Woah-oh Woah-oh Woah-oh