it doesn’t kill me anymore

Coffee drinking outside at 8 AM Eyes tired, but the sunlight's pouring Newspaper, empty bed You're not my first thing in the morning New outlet down the lane More things to take up most my time A rerun to end the day You're not the last thing before I close my eyes And it used to eat me alive But it doesn't kill me anymore It doesn't hold my heart for ransom like it did before And sometimes it hits me, that's for sure But it doesn't kill me anymore That time is erasing (Time is erasing) The cavity you left in me (Cavity you left in me) There are vines that are growing In spaces that you used to be And you're somewhere else Out there, and maybe Not even missing me And I wish you well And you hope the same thing Leaving each other be And it used to eat me alive But it doesn't kill me anymore It doesn't hold my heart for ransom like it did before And sometimes it hits me, that's for sure But it doesn't kill me anymore