Would you really miss me, if I don't go?
'Cause I'm trying but anxiety won't let me go
Like who's gonna be there? And what time can we leave there?
In my corner comfortably until it gets to much for me then
Aw man, another day another fake smile
I hate it, I get so irritated
Take out my phone and try to act like something's entertaining
I'm looking down and laughing 'cause my settings just updated
What if I'm not nonchalant? I just don't wanna talk
Give you anything you want, for time alone
Just an introvert, stop acting like you never seen one
You're not one of us but I can teach you how to read one:
That means I stay in the car sometimes
That means I don't talk sometimes
That means I might be the last one there and the first one gone
Hi & goodbye, then I could be out the door
We don't gotta take too long
I don't mind meeting new people but it's all fun and games until
I'm running outta conversation topics
Where's the clock I'm tryna watch it
Got my hands all in my pockets. Am I standing weird?
These are just the thoughts that all be crowding me
And making self-conscious, wish I could just disappear
If I go nonverbal, are you with it? Or would you be triggered?
I won't be taking pictures, don't wanna relive this
But I know next time, you make plans
You gon make me go, then we do this song & dance again
Aw man, another day another fake smile
I hate it, I get so irritated
Take out my phone and try to act like something's entertaining
I'm looking down and laughing 'cause my settings just updated
What if I'm not nonchalant? I just don't wanna talk
Give you anything you want, for time alone
Just an introvert, stop acting like you never seen one
You're not one of us but I can teach you how to read one
