Jaded

I Miss You I see the pain that you hide underneath She hiding feelings, thinking that she's not easy to read Diamonds & tattoos cover where she'd bleed Above the influence But she likes staying underneath But she's been here before She built the castle on lies that she told Picking her heart off of white marble floors Had to learn that everything that glistens isn't gold & now she knows I got her acting out of character Ironic, cause she told me she would never change Trauma from the past is creeping up & she can't get away Drinking liquor straight & she ain't even gonna make a face It's crazy, she ain't basic She wasn't like this until she fell in love Substances mixin & it got her throwing up She ain't herself if she ain't high or getting drunk She saw me calling but she isn't picking up Don't wanna replicate the last time She overdosed & then she flatlined She only calls when its late & she's taken too much I don't even feel bad for how I treated you Same old mistakes, It's not my fault I don't believe in you Gotta make this call Don't think this time that I'm gon see this through If it's your heart, you'd buy it new You wouldn't buy it used Yeah, Love got too many challenges Balancing what need balancing Always wonder what the matter is, Cause my face saying I can't handle it You see the war that I been batting Nobody home but the candle lit Easy questions I'm not answering I put diamonds everywhere the damage is Depression's hard, I'ma master it Yeah, You right I never deserved you I hate I love you, Reword it Actions do more than words do You was all for me & then somehow they turned you Yeah, You right I never deserved you She wasn't like this until she fell in love Substances mixin & it got her throwing up She ain't herself unless she's high or getting drunk She see me calling but she isn't picking up ... I see the pain that you hide underneath She hiding feelings, thinking that she's not easy to read Diamonds and tattoos cover where she'd bleed Above the influence But she likes stayin underneath But she's been here before She built the castle on lies that she told Picking her heart off of white marble floors Had to learn that everything that glistens isn't gold & now she knows She wasn't like this until she fell in love Substances mixin, now it got her throwin' up She ain't herself unless she's high or gettin drunk She saw me calling but she isn't picking up