Disconnection

I don't feel like myself Memories fading, I'm falling Everything familiar, so distant What is my existence? Veil of confusion clouds my vision I'm in my minds own prison Derealization Disconnection from my corse Disconnection from the source I'm not a part of this world anymore Disconnection, it hurts! Disconnection, it's a curse! I'm not a part of this world anymore How can I see with these bleeding eyes of mine Painting the picture red, my eyes filled with dread I'm not seeing clearly, I can't see at all These ain't my eyes, who is this behind them I try to stay calm, but inside I'm screaming Is it okay if I don't make through this Depersonalization Disconnection how I'm feeling Disconnection I'm kneeling I'm not a part of this world anymore Disconnection what is the meaning Disconnection I'm screaming! I think it's my time to leave this earth There's no normal for me anymore Now my thoughts will flood the floor Disconnection!