stupid games, stupid prizes

What's the first thing that comes into your mind when you see my face?

That I'm on the attack, and I'm coming for your neck?

I don't feel safe when I hear your dark phrases

Take me out back and beat me till I embrace it

Deep in my veins, you cut me with the knife

And I'm bleeding and I'm bleeding till I'm nearly unconscious

Then I wake up, turns out it's just a dream

But it felt so real in the moment

I just want to get a break, I don't want your fake money

Can't you see that I'm not attracted to your honey?

Burned so bad, taking every chance to hide it

So cold you can barely see inside

And you play stupid games, and you win stupid prizes

Coming 'round back, just to catch another virus

When its all done, you're hoping it was worth it

Took a chance, but it's never perfect

Back in the alley where I hang my sins

I look up long enough to see your vision

All of the shit you came with

All of the shit you leaving me with

Soaked up all your lies

Leaving me in silence, I'm frightened

Like I'm paralyzed it's a dream in the night

But I can't wake up from this beautiful nightmare

Every time I'm walking and I'm coming round the village

I just want to take a knife to your face

Let the cold embrace of the window sill take up every feeling

I've been having since you let bleed for no reason

Taking every shot that you throw at me

Not knowing just how many bruises you leave me in

And I can't take this standing down

Gonna throw you out gonna watch you drown

We've been playing games for too long

Back and forth and then some

All the drama hovering like phantoms

Taking everything in me not to break down

But I fear it's too late

I just want to get a break, I don't want your fake money

Can't you see that I'm not attracted to your honey?

Burned so bad, taking every chance to hide it

So cold you can barely see inside

And you play stupid games, and you win stupid prizes

Coming 'round back, just to catch another virus

When its all done, you're hoping it was worth it

Took a chance, but it's never perfect